im owes thinking about myself when im still little girl .. OMG ! it was a sad event in my life .. u noe y ?? lets me talk ...plz give attention yeah ! :) when im still young, i have nobody .. yes! im not lyke others who owez happy wif their fmly .. me? juz guess,,, i just hv my lovely mom n my sis .. i don hve father that should be responsible for my life! DAD,WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I REALLY NEED YOU? WHY U LET MOM ALONE TO CARE ABOUT ME?? WHY !!!!! ... every time i saw my cousins have fun with their dad, i wondering ..'where my dad? ' .. that time i don know anything .. i was a little girl! i never ask my mom ... i juz know when im start when to school.. during my report card day.. my teacher ask me, where your dad.. i never seen he sign any ur document .. then i went home .. n ask mom .. mom said 'me n ur dad had divorced' .. omg! i feel DOWN ! from that day, i never ask my mom bcoz i noe what my mom feel .... for me, mom is very strong women ! she care of me n my sis... she can care two of us even pain deep inside her heart ...MOM, I LOVE U SO MUCH ! I NEVER LET U DOWN.. I NEVER MAKE U sad .... I PROMISE MOM! for my sis thnx for care about me when im still young until i grow up ! thnx sis.. love u ! for my dad DAD, I KNOW ITS PAST BUT I NEVER STOP TRYING TO ASK WHY U LET ME ALONE?? I NEED U DAD!! DAD, I STILL LOVE U NO MATTER WAT! U STILL MY DAD RIGHT ... I HOPE U WILL HAPPY WITH ALL MY SUCCESS..
~LOVE ,brensashabelle ~
for my hubby, pa, ma really love u!!! thnx for care n love me ..... < i never let u go > mwaarrgghh !
i miss ma love ! adoh ... cmne2!! sbr2 .. xlmk gk temu.. tggu cuti thn br cina .... :) .. huray ! dapt la tmu tok.. kn syiok ! im excited ! tyme tok la ku tok gila mk edit pix. adoh ! bla gk mk blaja.bren2~~ udah2 gyk.. stdy lok.. br edit ..*okiey2~~~:D
p/s to ruiz ak jikong : mma love u damn much ! never want to lose u ! u r everythng 4 me !
ergh !! penat ! p mmg best ! hahahaa !! bersesak2 mcm mk mati dlm kTM.. b4 g bt caves byk la stesen mok limpas,... mula2 singgh d stesen pertukaran kuala lumpur, bank negara, putra, sentul, bt kentonmen, kpg batu n tmn wahyu .. br la smpai bt caves.. smpai jk cya, fuh ! bduyun2 mnusia.. adoh2.. mok leput nywa i,,, then, we decide jmpa miss malini .. cal2 n ahernya tjmpa,, almk.. we tersesat ... salh info from org .. ngok2.. pnt2 jk tawaf area ya. then, jmpa miss kat sungai tmpt org smbhyang .. cya, macm2 prgai mnusia. da yg kna rasuk, da yg still normal .. yg kna rasuk, bgaikn bkn dr cdak.. roh2 dewa msuk dlm bdn .. mnurt miss malini, org yg btol2 khusyuk dgn pray, da azam mok naik n da wish yg cdak idamkn, cdak akn btol2 'layan' la .. fhm x? cth la kt wish mk da rezeki lbh nk, so, kt kena la bcucuk2 n naik tgga smpai temple ya.. adoyai .. mn i, xmk2 ....
tok la laki yg telah drasuk.. hnya ms dh rsuk, bleh masuk jarum ya.. mn x, cdak akn rs sakit ..
sungai d mn tmpt upacara djlnkn ..
proses mnyucuk ...
then, km ekot la rombongn pergi ke temple.. p sayngnya, km xpat msuk.. sbb tyme ya tlampau byk org pgsan ....
sesungghnya, memory ni mmg best !! 1st tyme g bt caves n tgk upacara ni .. i brbngga sbb bnekad mk g wlpn hakikatnya tlmpau byk org ...
what u waiting for?? urm .... bla kt dah sk org, bgs confess jk nk?? xperlu mk bpura2 xtau n pretend ngn perasaan .. br aritok i tau nya sk i .. pa la... dah sethun kt knl, br nktk ko pdh ? pliz la fren .. i dh anggp u mcm abg i dkpn eyh.. msa tok bkn i xmk nrima u . p dlm ht i dah da prince charming ... tunang i dikpn .. coe la k .. i xmk kt bmusuh pastok ... fren is better for us .. thnx bab ko bait glk ngn i slma tok .. ko xpnh bt i alone ... ko la pnyelamt i.. dat y i padh ko tok guardian.. not my LOVE.. my love just for ruiz ak jikong ...
argh!! knk hr tok i dgn tunang i asyk gduh?? eee... germ2~ pg td dah syok2 bwebcm .... tgk2,, ptg n mlm da agy bselisiihan fhm ..:( .. nsb baik KEIMANAN i kuat ... i turst him... mn nya curang, tau la pa yg nya akn dpt la.. :) well .,, u noe bren,, REVENGE IS REVENGE!
p/s for ruiz : papa, mama love papa soo damn much until end of my life!!!! ingt chynta kt !!!! miss u !! cpt la blik dr umah uncle ! nk bwebcm ! ngee~~~~
topic tok lagsug xda kna mngena k. hehe .. i jus mk padh yg i borink tyme tok . mn kat hostel, i rjn mok stdy .. p mn kt umah aunty, tb2 !! adoh .. mk bka bku pn jd MALAS .. aish .. pnykt yg xpndey mk hilng dr drik ...
tyme tok i mk ngenang nsb dr i... yalh ... bg mata satu pihak, i asyik polh salh. pa yg i polah suma x btul.. heyran bh .. pa gyk teh most perfect nya mk nnga??!! i malas nk mlwan eyh .. hormat org tua .. mk madh i tok nyusah nya, xda pon .. masa kcik i lgsg xda mbebankn nya bh .. pliz la !! im 19 .. not 19 MONTH !! can u get it??? i xda pn mnta duit pa2 .. mn nya mk brik, brik la .. i can survive ... biarpn i slalu gastrik ctok .. i xksah .. jnji i pendam ... biasanya yg salu tau i sengkek, my roomate n my lovely fiancee ... thnx god la syg ku ok.. i xmk nya pdh ngn parent i .. mati i lak..cian daknya mala jk bank in ..
tyme tok my papa/ hubby tdo .. adoh .. tok wat i borink glak !! pa gyk mk polh tok .. mn tdo, adoh !! xda kja lain ka? hehhee ....bgs i nnga movie ow .. jom ! ahax!!! ma lovely fiaancee, ruiz jikong, mama love u until the end of my life .....
huh ! its early in the morning!! i lom tdo gyk tok .. aduh~~ mula2 mk stdy jk .. then nnga jam... eyh ,,, dh kol 4 pg ... alang2 la i mk tdo tok .. so i continue stdy smpey bab concentration ya .. but still borink .. dgr2 lg jwak la .. then ku tpsang lgu what you waiting for .. hahah... ingt plak kt som1 ..hihii ... lawk2~~ kwn ngn nya best ... leh wak improve bi .. kahkahkah... ku glar nya shorty .. well .. nya pndek bh.. haha ... eyh2! tulah ngnok org,, :p enw, i syukur da kwn nya .. ma senior n i leh pat note dr nya.. hihih
ergh ,.,tyme tok wak syg ku mala trtdo .... borink ku sorng2 ... p xpa.. maybe nya pnat ... love u soo damn much syg ,,,,
dah semnggu blalu .. klas dah jwak mula.. brain i dah bert mk nampung Biochem .. nang ssh . angol jwak eyh.. dah la k cara POGIL.. PROCESS ORIENTED GUIDED INQUIRY LEARNING ..!! ish ... dikpn mk cr mklumat.. bku text gyk mhl gla BAB!! adez!! gne mk idup kat ctok mn cmtok bh .. but i kna struggle la .. xleh give up!
ku twuk kwn ku plik ngn skp ku tok .. fren, i bkn mk palat.. p i xmk ulangi masa dlok . dlok i sk main .. rsult pn dah kantoi .. < wlpn x failed la > .. hrp takowg phm k .. bkn m=i mk jaohkn dr dari takorg.. p i tpksa polah dak tok .. i dah jnji ngn parents i mk cipta sejarah dlm idup i .. dat azam 2011 .. :) gne2 pn kt xrapt kdak dlok , i hrp frneship kt owes kekaln la k!! u are my besties sibling!! soe lamn i da tolak ajakan tolakn takorg .. i tpksa bjimat tyme tok .. i kna smpn lam sham ... so, i xpat mk enjoy2 glak.. dlm erti kata lain boros la... bkn mk sombg la k ..
ma love story cm besa la .. couple ne yg xda kelaie nk? lama2 kelaie, pndey ok wk lak .. pa gyk yg dh btunang tok .. mcm2 kareanh nya kt mk pahm.. :) .. enw i tetp love nya smpai mati la. ..
huraay! i blit thun baru cina tok.. yes2~~ enjoy la! ahahaa... maka mk exam tyme ya.. kt kuching, pat jln2 ngn fmly.. tok la i pling sk .. seafood tyme la ngn fmly .. syiok ow!! hahaha
