| L O V E |

beep.beep.beep

my inbox got 1 msg . well.. see who it is .

ohhh. a FRIEND of mine. name-secret- :)

greet me as usual and ask me what mean by LOVE.

gosh ! I AM SPEECHLESS !

why do you ask me? do I look too expert about it.

gagagagagaggagagaga !

then i'm answer him 

love?? L O V E is a feeling that we can feel about it and be happy. everyone must have love inside their life. love to God,family, friends and everyone they know. but if between a girl and a boy, the feeling is different. if you LOVE someone, you will keep think about that someone no matter what. each time you miss her even she in front of you because you afraid to losing her. but its depend on how much LOVE that you can stand. some people love for a while, for fun and for place to be happy. 

*copy from FB :D

maybe i am right ! but different people have their own meaning.

some find love to have sex

some find love to enjoy

some find love to be happy

some find love to be their soul-mate

share LOVE so you can be happy

share your experience with others 

don't be shy to fall in love because 

GOD give that feeling to you so you will be thankful !

TRUST DOESN'T MEAN TO ME THIS MOMENT

trust a person can make you totally blind. 

blind for everything that happen to you.

don't trust a person if she/he lied to you. i take experience from myself.

me? yes i am.

i am loser for this thing. i can be honest but i am loser when i honest to someone that very close to me.

i can be a good listener , a good friend , a good lover but not a good back stab. 

i know it is important to tell the truth to you that i don't like the way you are but not this time. 

maybe you are jerk in my eyes but its ok. a jerk sometime can make me to be more careful.

why should me to tell you how you betray me, how you make me a fool? 

hey friend, i respect you. you have everything what you want. but me? ohh no! 

i can't effort anything like you. 

but don't too arrogant for what you have. 

YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT YOUR PARENTS !

I am not come from rich family but i rich of LOVE .

love from everybody.

potpetpotpet.by brenny

HYPOCRITE

i use to be like this . for what? huh ! don't ask. sometime u need to be hypocrite to make sure pepal dnt hurt .

but did pepal really care? yeah. for pepal who to SELFISH nd STUPID, they don't care. but go HELL .
but i need to tell that someone that HEY BODOH, LOOK INTO URSELF. DON'T THINK U R GOOD ENUF TO BE AN APPLE INSIDE OTHER'S EYES. U KNOW, U LIKE A JERK. A BITCH ! HERE N THERE, ALWAYS CHANGE. U DON'T CARE WHERE U COME FROM AND WHICH RELIGION U IN ! DO YOU THINK U ARE POPULAR BY DOING THAT.? OH HELL , NO ! 


i know im not good enough .. but i not like you ! i know what i suppose to do and wht the right thing i cn do. i come here to study not to culture shock like you !

make life simple as you can

life is something that you can conclude as simple thing. sometimes it can be very hard to understand. but all that happen around you have it own reason. me, myself sometimes feel doubt if too many obstacles that i need to face. but just be calm and soon u will be capable with it . pray to God for give way , give strength and calm for yourself. let story begin . it about me, friend and people surround me . it might be someone that close to me, my besties or anybody. what did u feel if someone try to be the best among the best but the way she did is same like she betray you? it hurt right? even you are my friend, but please don't do something that make me hate u . i don't like to hate people but if u like to, it ok with me. she like to take opportunity that come the her without think about others. HEY BABE, WE ARE YOUR GROUP MEMBER. please be TEAMWORK ! you are not little young kids that don't know anything about this. your act make me sick of you ! everything you want even you know that not yours . open up your eyes. don't take something that not you

sorry for everything ...

i am sorry again for everything .. yes. i know it my fault ! i told u not to love me so much but u still do it..GUYS, stop loving me. the main point i want to express is, dont love me if i dont love u ..
dont MISINTERPRET wht i am saying. maybe i just like u as my friends. really shit if all guys think im their gf. i am not a bitch ! please ..
i will say the truth if i cnt stand wif u . sorry if i hurt u . but really i cnt alive with someone that think they are too perfect.! K0 TEWK KACAK ! yah... kaka sarawak dh ku t0wk deng ..

exam .. go faster !

exam ..
this year seem too hard for me to understand and get ready for exam .. Oh my God. plis give strength :(
i try my best .. to stdy and understand some term. hope i will vomit it back during exam.
sometimes i feel jealous when my friend stdy and they remember very well.. but me? some i can. but if about drug, ow.. sorry.. application is not available.:) hhahhaa
why i cant love pharmaco? why? why?
tomorrow i will see how much i understand what im stdy . just pray to the God n remember all..
now. time for me to do revision on pharmaco..*sigh *

gudluck for exam tomorrow my dear fellow friends ... especially nursing students of ucsi =)

bl00d test ? sh0uld i ?

when talk ab0ut blo0d test, pepal might think why sh0uld i d0 ..
actually am afraid t0 myself.. last week, (Friday) is the last day i have p0sting in serdang hosp.
then 0n tht day i had severe migrain. then i decide t0 check f0r further inf0 abt my pr0b.
3min after mt the d0c, i was s0 depressed. d0c was saying am having nosocomial infecti0n! am s0 suprise n sh0ck..
he als0 remind me t0 d0 CT scan if i still hving headache f0r next 1weeks ..:( Oh My God,, save me.. i need u n0w. i dont kn0w h0w i can stand.. :(
after tht , i t0ld my special friend , then he ask me t0 be calm . n trust am will be 0k. yeah . i easy t0 say relax. but inside my heart, i was s0 stress . then i told the 0ther special fren . my prince charming.. n0w he f0rcing me t0 d0 bl00d test.. sh0uld i? he want the real result what im suffering n0w.
everytime i ate,, i will v0mit it n g0 t0ilet f0r B0.. really make me w0rried .. n make me cry somtimes. . im w0rrried. !
dear G0d, help me.. give me strength t0 confront this challenge 0f life.

p/s : ilovemym0m ! i miss u m0m..:(