FORGOT THE PAST AND BUILD NEW CHAPTER !:D

today i feel something weird ... what kind of weird? uhmm.. i just realize sometime we not really appreciate what we have now. many things .. me ..especially .. i am a girl who hard to thankful for what i have now. yep ! even if i want something and i get it, i STILL not satisfy ..why?why?  huh .. hard to say . okie2.. let talk about what im think . WELL. whhy shud we still rmber abt the past? hah ! dat wat happen to me, can't forget wat had be passed. :( most of it i think about love ! aiishhhhhh .. even i owes think and motivate myself DON'T BOTHER ABOUT LOVE . FOCUS ON STUDY !! but y ? y ? 

no idea :(

• aiishhh =_=  wat shud i wrte ? umm. i hv no idea la . huh ~ but i missing 2 people .. yah.. 1st my love ruiz .. haiiiiiiii.. when we gonna to meet? it so long time not date n meet each other even no skype anymore :'( huuhu. but, COOL bren. u wil meet him 1day .. 2nd? hah ! grnpa2~~~ y u soo far ? ur grnachild so bored not too bully u la.. ( klo la ku buli. cmfm nya bully ku ) hhahhaa.. u r in penang now n not on9.. those monkey wil chat n dstb me. but believe , i wont reply their chat tody . i hv no mood ! i dun noe y i feel like fever but not kind of fever. haiishh ! mybe too mny water loss from my body :) well.. i hv diarrhoea since last 2 dy. huhu.soo sad...
• okie.. im going to slip now .. so i cn dream my prince charming .<3 love n nyte from me, sashabelle :)

me and granpa !:D 2 besties .. :)

when im become a model for my granpa <3

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE =D

corection plix * unpredictable

# just the way u are.. it wil keep me thinking abt sum1.. who dat sum1? well.. let it be secret .. :) let only me knw abt it.. every time i smile, i cry, i nid sum2, SUM1 wil come and try to help me. then wat else? aiyyaa.. so many la ! even juz fren, he sacrifice a lot for me .! yah..even he know u have boyfie =_= thns God he dun mind ..:D i knw he wil read my blog ..( hope so ) . every time we go outing, he wil try to make me smile even je know im not in moddy bcuz of HIM ! hahaha. sumtime i cn label him as my mom.. too protective n control everything abt me. :D btw, thnx ! cuz u made my life better than suffer with those monkeys ! 1 more thing.. he wil never stop appreciate me.. yeah . i mean when im dressing too SIMPLE he wil keep said im beautiful or nice.. HELLO brother sister,,, r u blind ? im UGLY la ! haha.. yep.. cuz sumtime i jz dun care abt pepal when im dressing.. as long i can go out .! hahaha . of course in front of him, i jz pretend. but to be honest, i wil keep thinking of it when im home n in my bed. i wil talk to my KUMA KUMA .! haha.. in da other word, DREAMING ! u owes make my day my fren ~~ my angel fren ..=D 

friendship to love ?? huh =_=

• let talk abt frenship.. sum fren u cn make very2 besfren but sum of it juz fren .. and sum of it juz to hv a tittle 'fren' .. haha.. get wat i mean? ex FBooking . hahhaa. u jz click ADD n da other wil click ACCEPT ..do im ryte? hahha .. dat wat i did b4 . hahaha .. to be honest if u admire sum1 , u wil try to get his/her fb ! hahaa.. it sound funny but it rily happen my dear frens .. then u wil hoping dat person wil accept ur fren rq ..:D do u have any experience admire wif sum1 who same faculty or college wif u guys? =) dz make me very intersting talk abt it. yep! mybe it cn me reality if u rily wan dat person who u like,, but sumtime u wil think WAT R U DOING Z RIGHT OR WRONG. mybe for u to be fren cuz u wil think abt pepal surround u ,..XPECIALLY when dat person have ex gal/boy in same college .. well.! we r not perfect and trust me, they ex will feel jeolousy & try to make fools!hahah.. fools? umm.. sumtimes it might work but, DO I LOOK I CARE? HAahahhaa.. u shud remind , U MUST TRY TO GET WAT U WANT IN UR LIFE ~ okiew? 

• 2nd part i wil tallk abt frenship where it cn turn to love. hah ! it cnt work la.. if u r fren, then better u go wif fren and not more thn dat, cuz u wil b more suffer bcuz of it. LOVE CAN MAKE U BLIND .. CAN MAKE U SUFFER N CAN MAKE U DOWN N NEVER TURN BACK  ! sumtimes iLOVE CAN MAKE UR LIFE PERFECT,, n SWEET ! =D

• i still curious with one thing .......SHUD YOU COUPLE WITH GAL/GUY WHO BESFREN WIF UR EX ? thnk2~~~~=)

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

# currently i at kuching now .. enjoying with my family and my beloved nieces .:D huh .. pergai yg bt kt xkring gusi babe .. dis nite i wil talk abt FRIENDSHIP ..yup..wat friendship mean to u ? i jz keep thinking y sum bestfren can b couple even they hv promise it b4 ???? huh ! i cnt be my besfren galfren .u knw y? cuz u oredy close to him as ur besties  n now u wan to cnge to ur boyfie? plizz darl.. trust me it wont be long rltionship . if u r besties, there r no limit betweens u guys.but when couple? hahaha.. u nid to care abt his feeling..especially JEALOUSY.. yes.! dat a must! nowadays guys always jealous even there jz fren, adopted bro n sis or granpa . :D hah ...... guess wat? in my opinion,, jealousy occur here cuz there r 'feeling' between the frendship ..they jz dun wan wat they get, they nid to share .hope u guys cn undstnd well .. aissssssshh =_=